I am a "do" person. If there is a need I will work and work to try to take care of that need. I am good at it! However, I struggle with letting go and letting God work the miracles. I KNOW that God can do miracles. I BELIEVE with my whole heart that God can do miracles. My problem is when it comes down to me being still and waiting and praying for God to do the miracles. It takes away my "DO". It requires me to give it ALL over to Him.
If you have read this post about baby Sonia then you know that my heart if breaking for this little girl. I have spent hours and hours making phone calls, sending emails and thinking about ways to help her get medical care. I have been in constant prayer that doors would open for her to receive medical care. Those are all things I can "DO". I have spent hours making sure I have done everything I could possibly do. Then on Sunday I went to church and realized I have failed to "DO" something major. I cannot heal Sonia. I can not open the hearts of the doctors and hospital management. I have failed to stop, pray, and wait for a miracle. Only God can do miracles!!
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